so i know that my last few posts have been really mushy and i typically hate being all gushy. that being said, with everything that’s gone on in the last several months, i can’t help myself. i have never loved another human as much as i love andrew. there are so many aspects of my life with my ex where i honestly believed i was happy and in love but looking back i think i was just so desperate for things to be good i convinced myself that they were. and i did it for such a long time that i legit believed it. and then i met andrew and everything changed. there is not a single doubt in my mind that he is the one. he is without a single doubt, the love of my life. i love absolutely everything about him. if you told me 6 or 7 months ago that i would be here today, i would never have believed you. he is my other half and when i’m not with him i feel like a part of me is missing. my only regret is that i didn’t have the opportunity to meet him sooner. what i’ve learned over the last couple of months is that despite what i tried so hard to believe, i’ve never known love like this before. i could stare at andrews face forever, he makes my heart beat faster. he make me feel like i’m floating. I absolutely 100% love every.single.thing. about him. i have never been so certain about anything or anyone in my whole life. i don’t know what i did or how i got so lucky, but i am so thankful that he came into my life. we can literally do nothing and i am still just completely blissfully happy. So sorry about all the mushy cliché stuff, but i’m so insanely happy and in love that i can’t contain myself. I know you’ll read this at some point, so baby, i love you, and i still don’t feel like those three words adequately express how i feel about you. thank you for making me believe in true love again. you are everything to me and i will never stop appreciating you or treating you the way that you deserve. i am beyond excited to spend the rest of my life loving you.